Hey people. This will be the last post of Genevievelua.blogspot.com. Thank you for reading:}

You know, it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments in our lives when they're happening, that we grow complacent with ideas or things or people, and we take them for granted, and it's usually not until that thing is being taken from you, that you realize how wrong you've been, that you realize how much you really need it, how much you love it.

Me and my bow:]

not simple.

I just can't believe people can be so nice. I always look for the black hole hiding in their souls.. even if there isn't. Why is that? This is so annoying.

Surveyy!
Have you ever seen the movie little miss sunshine?
Yes yes!

ever had a crush on someone you stayed up all night thinking about them?
yeah..

ever meet someone online and then met them in real life?
yeah..

do you talk to people that you don't know when you are out and about?
Nope i'm pretty quiet.

favorite number?
Hate numbers.

do you have a magic 8 ball?
Did.

how long does it take for you to dress up?
2 hours?:p

do you play any instruments?
a lil here and there

have you ever flown on an airplane?
duh..

ever had a friend with benefits?
How could someone define that on a human?

last person you kissed?
Daniel.

are you wearing perfume?
now no.

ever been to a concert?
quite a number

ever had a dream then a few days it came true?
?

what is your favorite quote?
lying is the most fun a girl can have without having to take her clothes off

how many piercings do you have?
just 3:]

how about tattoos?
2:]

do you want any more of either?
tattoos.

favorite kind of candy?
only marshmellows

favorite color?
White

ever been in a car wreck?
no.....

ridden a rollercoaster?
yeah..

have you ever been up in the eiffel tower?
no:[

favorite fruit?
All i guess

if you could know when you would die would you want to know?
yes.

"Hy baby boy,
I think i'm having insomia.
I think you could be right, i'm illusioning".
I finally created an animation. Its below;]
I'll be shifting by the end of Oct:]

Today

Everytime something wrong happens, the temperature around me seems to be reaching a frost point.. and i've to scrouge my hand through my messed up clothes for a jacket.

I should really stop complaining about myself. Eating. Not eating. Eating. Not eating. Eating. Not eating. I think i blew my diet too cause it feels like my gastric reflux is acting again.

I never like using a bookmark. I prefer to fold a small portion of the edge to mark my pace.

The remote control crashed to the ground.. wahhhh.. its the most annoying sound ever.

Do you believe in Aliens? In history channel, it documented a couple being abducted by aliens. With the flying saucer and the light-bulb face.

I wish there were more happy secrets.

With just one click, it all ended.

I recollected on this particular day, that on the long destination to home, i understood what my state was. That is, i was most intensely aware of all the aspects of life surrounding me, and yet of feeling neither part of it nor truly separated from it. Somehow impartial, unattached- an observer. Yet sentient of it all. Very sentient, in fact. Surely this might seem familiar to you too? And always, there's a burning impatience for the next thing to announce itself.

When i was gone, lays gently on my desk, pages raw from flipping. Its my current treasure.. Really. I picked out the right genre;; literature after an hour& a quarter of contemplation in the cold place. I can go all day at the book store. But i never really thought of working in one. I would probably be the grass in a forest.

I finally found what i want as my baptism name. Genevieve Collette!

"Things

are

beautiful

if

you

love

them."