vague rememberence

you are at turning point, my dear. what is it that you intend to do with all this bitterness i ask you?

Ello! computer was busted& i couldn't blog which is bad. I shall start drafting my modicum of privacy. I met my childhoodies recently. Aww how much i missed them. We could always migitate clastrophes& talk as if the word 'grotesque' doesn't exist. Anyways i better stop on frieds, Grandma's yelling in chinese; "You know your body can't take heaty food so stop!" Okay so i got to meet Dan ytd for a few hours out of our bz lives. He's aiming for motor licence. Glad he's griped onto one of his dreams. This week has one of the days that would be marked "special". Mommy talked to me about my stepdad. My talking button has been set mute for him since months ago. So she said i should understand his rude character& way of expressing he cares.

Mommy: you know he even insult me once that my brain is fuck-up!
Me: smiles* i still won't speak to him. not yet.

Anyways my dog has the best wake-up call. She'll scratch my door which can last for bout 3hrs until we let her in. & i'm not planning to after going through a room crisis. My room has reached a factitious level of pleasure after i spent my morning spring cleaning. But the tidiness will soon disappear very soon cause of. The big sister. Okay so next mon to sat i'll be working. Right now i'm nursing my dreading emotion. i need an interest.