Here's how the surprise went. Many days agooo, i said to Dan that i want to watch Nutcracker on ice. Then it was left in oblivion. But after work today, he collected me from parkway& we left for God knows where. & then we reached fairytale. I was soooo happy. Am happy still. At this juncture, i reminise about me a few hours ago. I had forgotten that i cried for an hour ytd. I forgotten that i made a plan. I only thought how lucky i was. lucky lucky.


Anyhow i had a dream last night. Not a nightmare. A dream. I was stabbed by sharp confetti of ornaments after the gargantuan christmas tree fell on me. I saw myself like a soul watching her familiar body adorned with blood when they removed the plastic branches. Afterwards, it blurred till the part i told the nurses to let me go. Not literally though.. Naeway how many days to christmas? right, 11;]