At home, Mommy's place.

I rented as book today. At the 3rd rental store i have raided an hour each, i finally settled with the one. I had been thinking of Jodi's, expecting a new read of hers but no.. Guess not yet so i'll venture into Nora Roberts for now.

I feel like i've roamed all the streets, like i've counted all the daffodils on the grounds. I don't know where i'm navigating to, i'm still searching. But the roads are never-ending and i can pause my counting now. Just awhile more before i search again.

Anyway, i should be at work now but instead i'm nursing myself here. I feel awful, not because i'm sick. But it'll be a quarter smaller of my pay check. I have about 600 for my savings. Another 25 days more to the next pay check. I don't know what i'm saving for. For my current suficiency i know but i want a real dream.

I missed dinner last night, ate a baby's portion of lunch today in combination with my medication& that's a step to disrupting my eating habits. But that's okay.. I'll make up for it. Its a restless day. January 5. I'm going to sleep. Bye