Breathless again today. The only one class i conducted is chewing me up but the busy work helps me to not go there. Along some time today, I have been making mental calculation, supposedly my difficult navigation is comfirmed. I need a lot more savings. I'll need a savings plan. Its strange to think how frugal i've become, annoying myself in debation not to spend.
Choices. I hate them but genuflect them too. Its a junction. It means i can make a decision. I don't want to be here. I'm giving myself 2yrs.
I missed a good sleep once more last nyte. Its another of those wicked curse. I didn't do anything but wait at the phone& hope everything is alryte. It came& gone within a nyte. "If you have any problems you must say, don't just keep it to yourself or do silly things" By Daddy. Me? i'm okay ntg wrg all fine my entire life(cross fingers).
Ps: Baby i know you're reading this now& a lil nag here, you should be in bed-____-
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